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Sunday, February 04, 2007

usually i like to stay home on wkends because i hate to coincide with the human traffic, it gives me headaches. so last sunday i got down to clearing my table after years of procrastination. then i stumbled upon some stuff, things i might have forgotten after so long. unlike many others, primary school was my golden era. i loved it, i had most fun. i was young and carefree. haha more irresponsible and ignorant too. when i read the stuff that i wrote then they are totally hilarious lah.

then i came across this peer guidance thing i did in sec sch. you know those self-awareness stuff that your sch made you do. so it goes like this..

DEVELOP SELF-ESTEEM. COMPLETE THE FOLLOWING:
The thing i like best about myself__my sense of humour__.
When i__know that there are many people out there who care for me__i feel like a success.
I have the ability to __ mimick people__.
When i __make people happy__i like myself.
I praise myself when i __do something right__.


hmm i was pretty shocked when i read this. i came up with this answers in sec 3? such a people-pleaser, i'm ashamed of it. i have such a low self-esteem. help. here's more where i contructed my personal profile..


my strongest interests are: indoor volleyball, outdoor activities, information on Russia (O-M-G i know, tell me about it), 'angry' music (really angsty kid huh?).

my strongest abilities are: mimicking others, making people laugh, arguing (oh my since when?!!), matching colours (wth..).

my personality.
i am: impressionable, helpful, humorous, prideful, responsible, shy, cowardy (WHAT?!!), retarded, honest.
i am not: loud-spoken, easily agitated, insensitive, friendly, bold, stubborn (hah), a cheater.

most important values: dignity, responsibility and pride. (omg these haven't changed at all!)


at last i find something im sure of that hasn't changed and will never.

i feel angry when... i don't reap what i sow.
i feel happy when... the person i love loves me back (awwww).



yup that's all folks. that's me.






.shan. [8:50 PM]









++ || Shan || ++

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## in-sight of me ##
?compassionate
?meticulous
?herbivore
?non-conformist
?neat freak
?ambidextrous
?random
?introvert