i don't, i don't know. where it begins and where it ends; how should it go or how it should have been. it may have, it may also never. things that used to make sense no longer do, and things that seem to make sense now actually never do. life is complicated as it is, this moment may never happen again. perhaps what and who you have now is just a phase that becomes a past. never underestimate, never look back, it will never be. forget expect.