spent my wkend w lots of pple, can't believe i clubbed 2 days in a row. 1st nite was damn sian, realise that its pretty difficult to club with straight pple. somehow they have a high possibility of hitching with someone of the opposite sex & i don't wanna make them awkward by hooking up with another girl. so that's pretty irritating. guys being all touchy & gleaming over those cheap thrills, girls letting guys take advantage of them & not having the will to protect themselves. that's all just annoying esp when i'm sober & nothing escapes my eyes.
2nd nite was much better although din get to dance as much. the company was rite or shld i say more compatible. yup but everytime i get more and more confused after hanging out with them though they're a big support in my 'moving-on' regime. i dunno.. i guess i'm moving on fine. it still hurts though; hurts to hear others bad-mouthing her & that she's being judged. i can't care anymore anw & neither does she give a shit abt how i feel. it's just horrible.. melb has become my Boston.