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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

well i saw e mtv of Burn on tv ytd b4 i went out to e city. listened to e lyrics n i felt an overwhelming sense of melancholy. it is how i feel nw - burning inside. engulfed by a fire of memory, everything's juz went off e track like that. e tracks broken, there's no way i can turn back on e track. i wouldn't know wat to say to mk things right again, nor would i wanna do anything more. i speak to myself in past tense bcos i know it's gone & i accept it.

i saw her online ytd, din wanna appear cos i'm afraid to know what will happen (even though high chances she won't talk to me). but i dun even wanna have a possibility. so i think i shld juz leave u alone, leave things when they're nt that ugly yet. at least i still rmber e best of u that way; ur beauty tt remains in my memory.

.shan. [1:48 PM]









++ || Shan || ++

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?meticulous
?herbivore
?non-conformist
?neat freak
?ambidextrous
?random
?introvert