u know actually come to think of it, i really did mk e right choice. it's one of those times where u have to do what u need to do, get wat i mean? i suppose ur right, i din write e letter on an impulse. i really think there's truth to that letter and that i do still feel that way. i learnt that i've been too passive in my communication with people, like i go to great extents to compromise others' feelings such that i suppress mine. that is y i find it increasingly hard to go on; simply because my needs & expectations r not met. besides e fact that i din disclose my feelings often, i din think that u'll b bothered to mk changes anw.

so ya, this may b e ending that i've predicted of but nv felt e impact till it happened. like it's so me, i dun care whether u loved me so long as i love u and u r willing to accept my love then i dun care abt anything else. i think it shld b considered amazing that it even lasted so long, i mean it was agape! c'mon.. i'm talking abt human beings here, n i feel i have given more than i could so i dun c wat is wrong abt letting u know abt how i really feel. afterall self-disclosure is part of building intimate relationships rite? if u loved me u'd have tried to please me n live up my expectations, but if u dun, then it can't b anymore obvious that we dun c eye to eye. we haven't always been able to, juz that i din say n u din ask, n i jolly well hate to debate. discuss perhaps, but nv debate.

so there, unblocked. take watever time u need to think watever u think u shld b thinking, i'm standing firm dis time round. i can only bend this far, n i've swollowed my pride so much that is enough to be considered spineless. shall start being less of a victim to others' pushover, dun c y i shld tk all e shit anymore. no more suffering for pple who dun care for no one more than themselves.