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Saturday, April 01, 2006

it's April Fools' day. i wish that it could all b joke so that i could laugh it off and everything's fine & dandy again. e weather's been pretty gloomy these days, that juz adds to my depression. ytd i cried buckets b4 drifting into an unsettled slp, and woke up so bloody early. things r still a mess, i still feel juz as bad. it was e 1st time i cried so bad ever since i've been back even though i swore nv to shed another tear for someone who doesn't care abt u. but it all came out, all that has been suppressed. i kept away all her photos, except for one beside my mirror. trying so hard to delete traces of her but she juz kept coming back. i dun think she's read e email yet, but she shld know wat it is all abt. i was so pathetic last nite that i sent her e silliest msg: i dunno who u r but can u tell me where i can find my daphne? if u c her pls tell her that i miss her n that i want her back. tell her i love her. thanx. that muz have sounded real pathetic, she din even reply, probably having fun somewhere out there.


i jolly well know e fucking ans.
give it a rest,
rest stop.
period
.shan. [10:11 AM]









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