Monday, March 20, 2006
yea i'm back at Aus, where i dread to be. but at least things r better this sem, made new frens, trying to pull my life together. those 2 songs were my all-time favourite songs, i love their piano version too. it juz makes me feel sth.. like the depth of such love which is much desired but seldom exists nw. oh well juz happen to hear it on yahoo music so reminded me of it..
oh well i haven't blogged for q.long, so kinda ran thru my history. hah i certainly sound depressed.. but then again, i'll only blog when i'm depressed. n i alr declared that dis is definitely not a daily journal much less a happy one. nt that i find fault in my daily life & pick on small little things to fuss over, but i can't help it if i'm really sensitive & observant towards every little things. sometimes i even find it tired to think, i wish that i could juz get lost in my own world.
anw she finally spoke the truth. i felt really reliefed even though that's nt wat i wanna hear but being honest w each other means a lot to me. suddenly i felt like i could breath (which i haven't in a long time), and she could finally face e problem like a mature adult. it's like a knot untied. the 1st few breathes may hurt, but i think it would get better. *fingers crossed* the verdict shall b passed a month frm now. do i still care abt it?
.shan. [11:46 PM]